Hello everyone!
Needless to say it has been a very difficult month to say the least. Moved out of MGH yesterday over to Spaulding Rehab in Cambridge. I'm hoping that I won't need to stay here very long and that I'll be able to get home and have a visiting nurse there with PT/OT. I've unfortunately dropped more weight, who'd of ever thunk I'd get down to 106lbs??? Crazy huh?
I've had my ups and downs this past month as I'm sure you can imagine, some days better than others. It's
difficult for me to talk on the phone with people because it makes me emotional. I love the fact that I have so many friends and family supporting me and believe me I think about it all the time and it helps me get by. Please continue to keep us in your thoughts and prayers. My biggest wish is to get home, being away from my boys for a month is breaking my heart. My sisters have been amazingly supportive the past few days especially, I've been sad, angry and at times down right mean, that goodness they are stuck with me.
Same goes for my husband, I know I can get pretty nasty with him when I'm sad or down and he is always good to me.
So I don't know how much access I'll have to a computer but I know a lot of you have sent me emails and messages, I will answer them but it may take me some time to get to them.
I love you guys and I'm trying to to stay strong believe me. It's been tough but I just need to make over this next hump. Lots of Love - Barbara
Barbara!! Thank you so much for this update. We knew you were havin' a tough time but didn't know what was going on. Please let us know if you're up for company anytime soon....we'd love to see you!!!! xoxoxox Sending healing vibes and positive thoughts!!
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ReplyDeleteI'm thinking of you from the other side of the world. I hope with all the special attention your getting you'll be well on your road to a healthier you. Your allowed to be angry, down and upset. The important thing is not to stay there for too long. Just wish I lived a little closer :( FB me when u can. Xox Michelle
Thinking of you a lot...you are always in my prayers! I hope you are able to get home soon. Keep strong! XO-C
ReplyDeleteAlways thinking of you...you've come this far, so keep pluggin' along and don't worry about being mean. :) -- Nancy V.
ReplyDeleteBeing mean and nasty proves you've still got your spunk!.....they can handle it!....so don't worry about it...get angry, cry, scream and yell..its good for your lungs and your heart....stomp your feet, shake your fists, hit something..its good for your muscles!...give and receive hugs ands kisses!...its good for your soul!!.....miss you barbara..julie
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